Friday, October 12, 2007
i can't bear to leave 109. really. it started as a totally random thought, like "next year, i'm so gonna miss ____" and "omg that's so sad. i probably won't be in the same class as most of them". and then i felt appreciative. 109 isn't your "average crappy class"(sarah's words, not mine) and its not backstabbing, or politic-ky, or fake, or whatever. its just us being... i dunno, us. and that's the best thing. you can actually talk properly to each other, instead of hiding behind fake smiles, and dripping words everyday. its just sad that there are classes who can't talk to each other properly without motives in sec 1. like, we're thirteen, darlings.
i'm really gonna miss you guys in sec 2. D: all the times we spent laughing, joking, smiling with each other, i don't think we'll ever have that kind of complete trust and faith in each other to talk heart to heart. we'll all grow up, have different friends, and to each other, we'll just be friends that you'll talk to when you see her, pass her in the corridors and smile. but we won't be the type of really bonded people that you will definitely sling an arm over her back kind of friends anymore. and i really don't want to give that up. its hard to leave, and making attachments makes it all the more harder. knowing that we'll probably leave our comfort zone and never be able to turn back time to that period of innocence. and 109 is my comfort zone. i really do feel more at ease at school than at home most of the times. because 109 is where all my friends are.do not read. this is emo crap. though it IS very true.Labels: emo-ing
6:57 AM endurance, risk and love
